I can't draw. I just can't. Why? I can make really good music. I won math olympiads. I taught myself to do a shitload of things but for some reason I CAN'T FUCKING DRAW. My hand won't go into the right place to make the very detailed picture I have in my mind. It refuses to. I can visualize the drawing in my head with a high level of detail, but for some fucking reason it doesn't translate to the outside. This is sad. It makes me want to not draw. But I want to! But I can't. Well, I'll try. I hope writing this gives me enough self-spite to pull it off. Fuck you brain.